thats kinda a bad thing, becuase ever since i think my 10th birthday they have all been crappy, as in no party no friends over no family, not even calls, and i'll be 16 on the 18th... ='(

but I guess I don't really care, just getting really depressed lately because of it and my girlfriend just doesn't understand that it's not a great time for me and she want's to help and make it better but it's really making it worse, I try to tell her nicely to just forget about it and wait it out, but she won't quit and I guess thats one of the reasons why I love her...

she is everything I ever wanted, she's my angel, no... my beutiful sexy angel

thinking about her gets me in a better mood about things, thanks babi (if your reading this)

well yeah.. anywho.. I tryed clouds a few mins ago.. ARghE I suck at them >< but I guess it's not to bad for a first time ? ok .. it probly is but oh well I'll get better eventually, WATCH ME! < hint> rofl many thanks to thouse who are watching me, you know who you are, I do to but I can't remember your name lol

BeutifulStar? Beutiful somthing hehe sorry i'm a hardcore add patient and looked at it a few mins ago and can't remember it now... hey look a buterfly .. wha?

oh yeah.. uh.. BeutifulScar ) there ya go props to you lady girl ^^

ok I think I'm done for today, whew big one!

Luv you all bye